Convenient Changes
Things have been quite confusing. Im at a stage where anything I do is a life and death situation.
The main reason I started writing a blog was because every other person in my class was doing it, and I 'thought' I was a good enough writer to do so myself, which is laughable when I read so many other blogs.
Blogging became this unbelievable rant about how my life is so fucked up and an excuse for sympathy *rolls eyes*
My classmates and I havent really kept in contact 'cause of our own busy schedules and all that jazz. So blogging kept us connected and was just there for whoever wanted to keep in touch, I guess.
It helped to talk about some problems, at the time, to be reminded that I was not alone. Your love and support really did help in more ways than you'll ever know.
Life throws you these challenges to see how well you're going to be able to handle yourself. 50 % of the mistakes you make are your fault. The other 50% cant really be helped. How much are you supposed to take anyways?
I believe that if an idividual knows himself enough, he will try his best untill he eventually has to give up. That's human, no one is fucking perfect for crying out loud. What you can do is try harder the next time round and hopefully you'll be able to handle yourself better.
You need a few good distractions in life to forget bout the troubles. We'd be walking time-bombs if we didnt have them. Im not saying we should forget them completely, just for a little while and deal with them later cause if you think about it too much you are going to self distruct :(
Ah well! Recently got myself enrolled into some yoga classes, french classes and salsa classes. Went for my first Desert Rock festival which was so amazing that no amount of words could honestly describe that feeling. I LOVED it sooo much! *giddy still thinking about it*
I am content with some of the changes in my life. The others Im dealing with. Gradually in time, it'll get better. Yes yes, it'll be ok. I know! lol Im just a more confident person now and appreciating everything I have right infront of me.
*sigh*
The main reason I started writing a blog was because every other person in my class was doing it, and I 'thought' I was a good enough writer to do so myself, which is laughable when I read so many other blogs.
Blogging became this unbelievable rant about how my life is so fucked up and an excuse for sympathy *rolls eyes*
My classmates and I havent really kept in contact 'cause of our own busy schedules and all that jazz. So blogging kept us connected and was just there for whoever wanted to keep in touch, I guess.
It helped to talk about some problems, at the time, to be reminded that I was not alone. Your love and support really did help in more ways than you'll ever know.
Life throws you these challenges to see how well you're going to be able to handle yourself. 50 % of the mistakes you make are your fault. The other 50% cant really be helped. How much are you supposed to take anyways?
I believe that if an idividual knows himself enough, he will try his best untill he eventually has to give up. That's human, no one is fucking perfect for crying out loud. What you can do is try harder the next time round and hopefully you'll be able to handle yourself better.
You need a few good distractions in life to forget bout the troubles. We'd be walking time-bombs if we didnt have them. Im not saying we should forget them completely, just for a little while and deal with them later cause if you think about it too much you are going to self distruct :(
Ah well! Recently got myself enrolled into some yoga classes, french classes and salsa classes. Went for my first Desert Rock festival which was so amazing that no amount of words could honestly describe that feeling. I LOVED it sooo much! *giddy still thinking about it*
I am content with some of the changes in my life. The others Im dealing with. Gradually in time, it'll get better. Yes yes, it'll be ok. I know! lol Im just a more confident person now and appreciating everything I have right infront of me.
*sigh*
posted by Sarah at
23:03
1 Comments:
damn!! dats neat..im happy fer u..
n issues in life...most of dem r like trivial but dey keep pilin like one after da other..n da person keeps takin dem until dey can take it no more n den kabooom...!!! n u go insane momentarily...den u hav a change n u feel better again...
oh guess wht u reach back to square one after dat...
atleast dats wht i hav noticed..
hmmm...
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