LIVING THE NEW LIFE

I'm sitting here waiting
Been waiting too long
Try passing my time reading
It all feels so wrong

People watching over my shoulder
Trying to catch a mistake
My body feels like a boulder
I almost don't ever feel awake

Who'd have thought I'd be like this?
So quiet, so reserved, in complete wretchedness

Incompetence is my new flair
As I sit here and feel everyone's glare

I try to stay calm, I really do
I feel so hungry and have nothing to chew

I get so cold and lonely here
There are 50 ppl always around me,
confusion, hustle and bustle
is alwayz set in gear

Pretence is something I'm so good at
It's become a routine now and
leaves me feeling
as sly as a cat

The frustration has built
to such an extreem level
So much so that
it's causing an insanity scandal

I'm so unhappy now
But quiting is not something I can allow

I've got to be patient
and still be reserved
Otherwise th advantageous behaviour
will continue cohered